Have you ever fought an internal battle with yourself and felt you were losing the war? Sometimes i have days where i feel like i am fighting my genetic makeup and i lose sorely. On the days that i am losing i really feel like no one should come within a 100 miles around me. However, on the days that i am winning i feel like i am every ones best friend and could party forever. Thankfully the majority of the time i am winning but on the rare occasion when i am losing it is a losing battle and seems to be far more memorable than the times i have won.
Why all this talk about losing and winning? Because i felt like today was a losing day. i was mad at everyone and thought everyone hated me and i just wanted to pick a fight with my husband. Usually when i am like this i choose not to put anyone else through it, tonight was different and hopefully i didn’t lose any friends because of it. We went to Albany’s Live @ 5 which was very entertaining but i was mad at Mike even before we sat down. We decided not to stay very long…
yup.
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